Taman Anggrek.

We often find ourselves asking: what truly makes us happy?
This will be answered in the cheesiest way possible, though, I warned you.

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Today I was seeing somebody. This person enters and walks out my life so easy, like shadow. Though the metaphorical statement might sounds so wrong, but he would literally, actually, come one day, and he will be gone another. This happens a lot, I don't even know the amount of how many times he walked out. I don't want to care. I only wanted to remember how he stays.

As a matter of speaking, I was meeting him again today. Once again cherishing the time he didn't walk away. I wore black shirt, he wore yellow. He looks good in everything, no doubt. We went to have a proper dinner-which we never had before-and took pictures like couples do. We don't do the thing: a girlfriend/boyfriend thing because eventually life will separate us. I love him in a way that only me can understand, and maybe the worst part is, he does, too. His smile is like the ocean. It is wide, and calm, or shy--I can't differ. But above all, it feels like going back all the way home.

I won't go long with the words. I wanted to say that everything he did today was my kind of happiness. When he laughed and his dimples popped out forcefully. When he cracked a joke I didn't understand but keeps me happy. When he told me about his day, or what shit happened in what time. When he wholeheartedly told me I was pretty. When our hands collided unintentionally. Or, when he bought another shirt and changed it right away to fit mine, because it was black-colored shirt.

I might someday find another person, or he would first. And by that time neither of us would know how much love we feel this time. But as much as I don't want to care about how many times he walked outta my life, this works the same way. Nobody, could ever make me feel the way he did either. I cherish my life when I'm with him, at every moment right away. I hope he cherished him too.



Then in the end, I think I'd like to say
that he, he makes me truly happy.




So myself, do yourself a favor,
to cherish him,
to thank God for his existence,
to love him even more.
Because he did become
one of the biggest part of your life.



21/06/15